Thursday, June 25, 2009

I LOVE IT BUT I AM SAD AND I PRAY

I love it, that my new job is so interesting
I love it, that there are so much new things to learn
I love it, that it's not only technical, i am into commercial
I love it, that it will take me to travel all over the world
I love it, that I'll develop more cabling and networking
I love it, that Beijing will be the locomotive..

BUT...

I am sad, that it's going to start soon... when my son is only 4 months old
I am sad, that it's gonna be frequent... even 1 trip is less than 10 days. It's too long for me!!!
I am sad, that I feel so much guilt to Kidd and Oman... even they're really supportive to me
I am sad, that Dadda has to be Mr Momma... even he's ok with that. I'm sorry Kidd..:(
I am sad, that i love it and feel sad at the same time... you know what i mean?????

AND...

I pray, Oman is going to be ok without her momma... Please baby, please..
I pray, Dadda is going to be ok without her wife... TQ for being such an amazing husband & dadda
I pray, I'll be strong and patient menghadapinya... xkiralah mata bengkak-bengkak nangis hari-hari kat sana pun kan..

I pray, we are always gonna be fine, and i promise that, even i have to go, i'll always coming back to serve them the best.....
I pray, i'll be among the ladies, who excel in both. Family and Career. Dunia and Akhirat.

Aamin.




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19 comments:

  1. desperate mamaJune 25, 2009 at 4:47 PM

    nurill.... sedihnya... nk kena tinggal oman... tp tak pe... oman kan baby boy... he must be strong!!!!!!!

    stock susu cam mana? hope cukup... oman baby boy.. mesti kuat minum...

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  2. mommaholicSURIJune 25, 2009 at 4:53 PM

    Sedih x terkata Fidza. Xkeh dibayangkan bila hari tu sampai. Lagi sedih bila...seminggu lepas balik dr Beijing, Kene pulak pegi Cherating for another 5 days...Tuhan je yang tahu setabah mana Nuurill nanti.
    Nuurill risau jugak pasal susu... Sangat risau..Tapi Nuurill akan cuba..Kalau desperate..poskan aje nanti..xkiralakan cemana pun...
    uhuk..

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  3. NadineJune 25, 2009 at 7:34 PM

    dear,

    coincidently our post is similar plak today...but the diff is I'm gonna be away for a day only (itupun dh tak senang duduk ok..huhu.

    We @ E also the same. One assignment will take 3 months abroad at least!Dats why I request to be in the Remote Delivery Team, xyah travel. Can't imagine myself in your shoes. However, I know ur a strong lady, that's why they pick you to be in ur position now. U'll make it through, insyaAllah... I doakan semuanya berjalan lancar :)

    p/s: oman sgt comel dlm photo itu! kish him for me k? :)

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  4. wande-fulJune 25, 2009 at 11:24 PM

    i rasa u terlupe nak sebut pasal something~

    miss M....haii...takkan lupe kot..hahahahaha

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  5. :: NieSha ::June 26, 2009 at 12:10 AM

    ala..sedihnya...lucky wani xpnh kna g jauh2 walaupon kdg2 tgk org best g o/s jejauh...
    nmpknya nuril kena increase pumping session every 1 hour kot...siannya oman..rasa nk nangis plak :'(
    gudluck nuurill.i know u can face it ;)

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  6. jannahraisJune 26, 2009 at 1:11 AM

    jannah tumpang rase ape yang nuril rase...kite kene ingat- Allah hanya turunkan ujian pada hambaNya yang mampu untuk menanggungnya...
    jangan risau nuril...sumenye akan ok...army suami hebat oman anak hebat!! nuril pun mama dan isteri yang hebat!!

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  7. desperate mamaJune 26, 2009 at 2:29 AM

    semoga ALLAH mudahkan segalanya... i pray hard for u n oman....

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  8. Mrs. IshamizuJune 26, 2009 at 3:33 AM

    Good luck with ur new job. it sounds indeed intersting! best dpt traveling...

    It's ok, Oman n dadda nya will be fined...tp cedey ttp cedey kn..i understand..be strong ok all of u.

    AND have a safe journey to beijing!:)

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  9. RuZaNNaJune 26, 2009 at 8:09 AM

    Bila awak kena pergi Beijing wak? Before pergi cuba pump sebanyak mungkin wak.. Insya Allah cukup untuk stock nnt..
    The normal dilemma of a working mother..

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  10. mommaholicSURIJune 26, 2009 at 9:13 AM

    Nadine, TQ very much for the support. Oman kiss u balik :)
    Tula kebetulan sungguh. :) Sungguh x best kan perasaan nak tinggalkan diorang ni...tambahan skrg Oman tgh very very menawan hati. I dun want to miss any of his development. Huhu..

    Wande-ful, Hamboi..hamboi!!!!! I doakan satu hari u pulak 'kena'..hahaha

    Wani, TQ wani. Alhamdulillah lagi dekat nak pegi ni, sekali Nuurill pump dapat lebih dari biasa. Syukur.

    Jannah, it's so sweet of you. TQ darling.

    Izu, TQ very much.Nak jadi cikgu jugakla macam Izu. :)

    Awakku Anne, Departure on 29th June 12.20am. Maknanya Ahad malam tu saya dah kene Check-in. Doakan saya wak. Takur banjir klia NANTI. hUWAA..

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  11. AzianJune 26, 2009 at 9:56 AM

    Nuuril,

    Be strong k..I know you can do it, supermomma..

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  12. mommaholicSURIJune 26, 2009 at 10:47 AM

    TQ Che'Yan... :)

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  13. AskAmadJune 26, 2009 at 11:44 AM

    takpe.. takpe.. daddy daddy and mommy mommy yang lain akan datang membantu Mr Momma.. heheh! all the best in Beijing..

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  14. mommaholicSURIJune 26, 2009 at 4:21 PM

    Wah! Beruntung sungguh Oman.
    Jangan Oman yang jaga mommy2 daddy2 sudeyyy :)

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  15. XulJune 29, 2009 at 9:31 AM

    aku bukan daddy lagi. baru tahap abang. tapi aku akan cuba bantu jika ada kesulitan. mami usah risau.

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  16. wande-fulJune 29, 2009 at 11:27 AM

    eh darl...
    you dah pegi beijing eh?

    ala...nape u dah pergi..
    i tak bersedia lagi dari segi mental dan fizikal...hahah...kena berdepan dgn org ituw seorg diri...~
    hahahahaha

    all the best darl,
    semoga you slamat pergi and selamat sampai...jgn lupe makeup yg i pesan tuh ;p

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  17. mommaholicSURIJune 29, 2009 at 2:35 PM

    Cik Wande-ful,
    Wah wah wah..
    Xready mental and fizikal ek..
    Sungguh ngade-ngade ok..:)

    I saja nak bagi can kat u beramah mesra..
    You should grab this opportunity tau..
    Awwww!!c

    Hahahahaha..
    Nanti I check your make-up tu tau…

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  18. mommaholicSURIJune 29, 2009 at 2:37 PM

    Xul, Tq for the kindness to share your hands.
    Sungguh terharu momma.
    Tapi.... 'abang'kah???
    hahahahaha

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  19. LobakJune 29, 2009 at 5:18 PM

    Ahhh!! ur baby's so cute already!! hehehe happy for u nuuril..do take care in BJ k??

    rgds,
    Alicia

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