While i'm writing this, i am actually in MAS Golden Lounge.
I'll be departing to Beijing in 30 minutes time.
Nothing else in my head..except my son.
I feel like wanna cry so much but i couldn't... dah kering kot.
Oman wasn't send me to the airport just now.
He's at home, with nanny and Gpapa.
Why? Oman's body temperature reached 38.4 today.
He better stayed at home rather than terdedah dengan banyak virus kat KLIA nih.
Bayangkan, hari yang i have to leave him... Oman x sehat macam tu.
I was crying too much!
I kissed and hugged him like crazy tadi!
I kept saying "I'm so sorry, sayang!!"
and cried back..
coz he looked at me weakly and smiled...
ahhhhhhhhhhh..gugur jantungku..
Nasib baik sempat bawa him jumpa doctor.
Hopefully by tomorrow Oman dah ok.
Ya Tuhan, aku mohon.
Kidd, update Bi pasal Oman selalu k. Love u.
i better stop..cause i start to cry again now.. and migrain...
sigh...
Almost a full month of solo.
2 years ago
sedihnye..... tabahkan hati nuril.... insyaALLAH... oman kuat...
ReplyDeleteawwh...u tinggalkan ur baju for him utk pengubat rindu tak?
ReplyDeleteanyway, have a safe trip to beijing...bestnyer! :)
TQ Fidza. Itulah doa Nuurill. Semoga kami tabah. Momma, Dadda and Oman. Aamin
ReplyDeleteNadia, Oman suka my scarfts..so ade few i tinggalkan for him... TQ. beijing panas terik..hihi
ReplyDeleteHuk i plak yang nak nangis..i can understand you babe..
ReplyDeleteish...nuurill...i can understand what's ur feeling...nadey baru tak jmp dr pg smpi mlm pun dah rasa rinduuuu sgt...inikan lagi jauh2! rasanya mau jerr 24hrs dok dpn webcam kan?huhuhu sabo2 yer wak!oman ok jerr tu...
ReplyDeleteem, da ade baby lain dah feelingnyer bile kene g jauh2 ek.. sian u. takpe u, nnti u blk u leh kepit die lame2 jgn kasi lepas.. hehehe
ReplyDeletep/s: u nyer Oman sgt huggable okeh! :)
Hana: Hanya ibu yang tahu kan, dear.. huhu
ReplyDeleteNadey: Mmg keje nak webcam aje. Hot sungguh bila asyik disconnected aje. Hehe
Jue: Memang pon. Balik nanti siapla budak kecik tu nak kene gomol :)
eh...why u ada kat MAS golden lounge?
ReplyDeleteu amik first class seat ka?
(jeles nih)
ala...u nih...ini yang pertama kali..
mesti la u rasa sedih giler...its ok..kami paham ;p
u nih..asik oman jek..husband u tak rindu kerr? u taknak suh i tolg tgk2 kan ker? i slalu jek g cbj nih....
kahkahkahkah
Hihi..hamboi baiknye company bagi i naik 1st class. I kan pegi ngan Cik Shah. Cik Shah la offered i ikut dia masuk dalam tu. Wah kagum sungguh..
ReplyDeletehahaha.. baik sungguh hati u nak tgk kan dia kat cbj. Bagus jugak tu. Dah alang-alang you pegi jenguk station u kat sana kan, sila lah pau dia minum kat white coffee ke..cakap i suruh..hahaha..
Mestila la i miss dia. Tapi dia baby besar, kurang sikit risaunyer . Hihi