THANKS MOMMIES!! :)

I feel much better today (though MU naib juara Champions League :p).
After reading comments from all of you from my previous post of "MIX OF FEELINGS", i gain a lot more confidents that as time goes by, me and Oman will be fine and get used to it. I am very sure that on the earliest week, ntah-ntah months, I'm going to work bringing along my tears. But, lama-lama pasti boleh menyesuaikan keadaan kan???
Aamin.

Thank you very very very much to Nadine, Fiza, Bai, Anne, Syiqah and Izu (Izu, will start my new career at TM Global) for the kata-kata semangat. Really appreciate all of u!! I will take them as panduan dan motivation. Now, tengah semangat nak increase pumping session. :)

Of course, my momma and my mil, if they are not working now, mesti berebut nak jaga Oman after this. So, I pray hard that within next two weeks, me and hubby will meet the best way who is going to take care of Oman. Maid? Nursery? Baby-sitter? Ya Tuhan, permudahkanlah segalanya. Aamin

MIX OF FEELINGS

HAPPY
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Oman is now weighing 6.4kg. At this 3 months 2 weeks old, he is 65cm tall. His feet and fingers are much stronger now. So does his head. He Loves to bath, fingers-sucking, ABC song, T&J Cartoon and Up, up & away game so much still. Never fail to smile widely when he woke up every morning. Owh! Very early in the morning ok. He is momma & dadda's so called alarm.. hihi. That is the time he will be in a super duper good mood. He tells stories and no compromise, either momma or dadda must listen to him. We can't even cheat him with looking at him but with our eyes closed, he knows the trick and he will get angry. Oman Oman :)

I received a call this morning. I got the job. I have to report myself this coming Monday. I am happy. Though i really enjoy being a housewife but sincerely, i would like to help my hubby raising the family by our own.

SAD
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Yes, i am happy getting that job. On the other hand, deep inside my heart, i am diely sad thinking that i'm going to left my Little Man during working time. So i cried.

Owh all career mothers outside there, how can i gain the strength to face this??

Alhamdulillah, school holidays start next week, so, my mama will help us to take care of Oman. But after that, we need to figure out who's the best for Oman. Thinking of this made me feel scared. Oman's lately refuses to drink my milk from bottle. When he wanna sleep, he needs me to feed him directly first. I only have 4 days to train him to drink from bottle, sleep without me. Can i????? Can he???

Little Man at 3 months 2 weeks old

UNWELL

We just got back from SMC. Oman's having fever. Pity Little Man. He is now sleeping but i could feel that he is not comfortable at all, kejap-kejap dia terjaga. I look at his face wishing that he will get better soon.

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-Morning-

Only momma and Oman at home. Dadda's working, my sis pulak, dah balik kampung malam tadi. My routine is back to normal now.

This morning (xla morning sangat, dalam kui 11.00 am), i left Oman on his mat inside the house, "Oman duk kejap yer, momma nak sidai kain". In less than 3 minutes, i heard him crying. When i came to him, acah-acah sikit, ok pulak..siap gelak-gelak lagi. Then again, i went outside to proceed the work but belom sempat sehelain baju pun, he made his hek-hek again. Banyak kali jugakla process itu berulang :p. Macam ni xbleh jadi nih..alamatnyer x sidai kainler nanti. So, i offered him to join me, sukelah sangat Little Man tuh.

-Afternoon-

Pot! Pooot! Masya Allah. Kuatnyer si kecil ni kentot. :) Berlarutan pulak tu. I laughed. Him too. Funnyla Oman ni. Then i saw him meneran-neran. Confirm! So, i waited until he finished his bussiness, and cleaned him. After that he cried. What's wrong honey?? Momma dah changed your diaper. Milk Milk time pun dah. He's still crying. I checked him again. Laaaaaa, pooped lagi ropenyer.

-An hour later-

Oman terjaga. Ler, baru 15 minutes tido. He seemed uneasy. Mestila uneasy, he pooped for the third time. Kali ni poo-poo Oman cair (sorry if ade yang tengah makan while reading this). Dah bersih Oman terus tido straight 4 hours. Uish xpernah mcm ni. He is a very day light sleeper baby.

-Evening-

Dadda reached home at 6.30pm. Oman sambut Dadda dengan penuh kewangian sebab dah mandi. Aunty Ayong & Aunty Adik dropped by our house. Oman wasn't smiling at all masa mula-mula. Dah nak dekat aunty-aunty nak balik, baru senyum. We noticed that Oman still macam teran-teran lagi. After Ayong and adik balik, i checked him and yes, another watery pooped.

-Night-

I cook simple dishes for dinner while Dadda's trying to put Oman to sleep. Normally, Oman would have straight 4 hours sleep at night and after next feeding, he sleeps back. But tonite, Oman agak sukar tidur. Yes he slept for a while, then woke up again. After dinner, Dadda prepared himself for Wira Tangkis. We took oman to his bed. Before Dadda gerak ke tempat WIra Tangkis, he held Oman up and surprised that Oman's body's hot. Of course I was surprised too. After i bathed him petang tadi, i already checked his temp and it was normal. Oman's looking straight into Dadda's eyes and bermulalah episode guys talk. Oman's really wanted to tell something to his dadda;

Afterthat we quickly check Oman's temp. Oh No! 38.5 Degrees. Oman's having fever! Dada cancelled his WT and we decided to bring Oman to SMC. Before we brought Oman to SMC, i did dosed him with PCM. Poor my Little Man.

Reached SMC, Oman's temp being checked again. Oman seperti biasa takot doctor, menangis kuat-kuat when the nurse measured his temp through his ear. Lepas doc dah x pegang dia, senyap pulak tu. Oman..Oman..:) It was 37.6 degrees. Hmm.. dah turun. Huge released. But still we have to closely monitor him at home. Doc gave another PCM.

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"Tanak tido ke Bi???", merdu sungguh suara itu bertanya. Tanpa sempat daku menjawab, dia sudah pon pengsan. Hihi. Both of my bfs dah tido. I should sleep too by now.

Dalam hati;
"Patutla Oman siang tadi xleh xnampak momma dia, mesti hek-hek. Patutla dia tido lama sungguh siang tadi. Patutla Oman pooped banyak kali. Patutla Oman susah tido malam. kejap tadi. Tanda-tanda Oman x sehat rupanya..... huhu.. Mudah-mudahan bila Oman bangun for next feeding, demam dia dah surut. Aamin"

THANKS DADDA

Oman dah ada Track Top & Track Suit.
Thanks Dadda.
Size sedikit bigger. Xpe boleh tunggu. Hehe.
Turut serta, sebiji bola yang berbunyi kecing-kecing.

Perfect for him :)