TELL ME (Part 2)

I walked into the outlet with my heart beating fast. Dup dap dup dap.
I saw few ladies inside there at the handbag area.
Dalam hati "mintak-mintakla xde org beli lagi"

I smiled. It was still there. Smiling at me. Talking to me. Owh! Hatiku berbunga-bunga!!
I gave a love wink to my hubby. He laughed. I saw him took out some cash from his wallet.

I didn't grab it right away. My eyes were distracted by few more raspberry color handbags. There were at the other side which i didn't see them the other day.
"Eh, mcm-mcm design lagi la Kidd".
But it turned out that non of them won my heart. Hubby agreed too. He said the previous one that i die die like it, absolutely perfecto and meant for me.

The moment i turned back, mulutku terlopong, mataku buntang, it's not there anymore!!! i made 360 degrees turning and i saw.. it was hold by a Chinese lady in front of the cashier counter. Dia tengah belek-belek that bag with his son. I came nearer;

Chinese Lady: Should i take it? leng oh!!
Chinese lady's son: "Just take it mom!! You couldn't find it in any other outlet in Malaysia"
Me: No!!!!!! itu i punya la Aunty. U find something else, plis!!! (i jerit dalam hati)
Chinese Lady: OK. I take it. (She smiled to the cashier girl)

I cried right away!!!! loudly!!! and Oman was crying too!!!

La, napa Oman nangis gak nih?? Owh! rupanya i termimpi. Ciss!!! :) Suspen sungguh. So, i fed him and we slept back.

Kekekekekekeke... i told everything about my dream to Kidd.
"Biasanya mimpi terbalik Bi. So, bag tu mesti ada lagi. Just call and ask them to reserve it for you. Tonight we pick it".
I x ikut cakap my hubby pon. Konon-kononnya, if the bag still there, itu tandanya i kena beli that bag. If it's not, maknanya i xde rezeki.

So yesterday, after work, we went to the outlet. Malas nak berdrama dah. The bag was no more there. daku pasrah!! buat muka rileks stepped out from that outlet.

Hubby: Bi ok?? Tula, org suruh book xmau.
Me: Ok je. Xpe. Ala, nanti mesti keluar design2 lagi best.

10 minutes later,

Hubby: Bi ok?? Diam je.
Me: XX!! nyesal giler!!!!!
Hubby: Dah agak dah.. hehehehe

Migraine attacked me the whole last night. Sebab xpat beli handbag itu kah? :P

Oman: Momma momma sekalian, ni moral of the story, kalau dah nak beli sangat sampai termimpi2 tu, beli je. Nanti jangan menyesal mcm momma Oman!! :)

TELL ME

Peeps,
Have u ever felt the desire.. diely.. :p so wanting to buy a thing.. you've been wowed by the price and you wished you can just simply close your eyes??

I am!!! Help me...
I fell in love now. I just can't stop thinking about it. Macam first time jatuh cinta ngan Kidd plak rasa.. (Kidd, dun believe me. I lied. Hehehe)

But.. when i think about the RM to be spent, i started to feel guilty. Like committed sin pulak rasa. "Duit tu boleh beli benda lain yang lebih penting"
"Ala, boleh je beli yang lebih cheaper"
"Yang ada pun elok lagi" or " Pakai je lah apa yang ada"
Haih.. There are spinning on my head.

Bila dah ada Oman ni, lagila momma ni jadi serba salah nak spend her own money utk something like this. Plus, I have kinda weird principle which, if i shop for myself, then, my hubby and my son should get themselves something too. If not, i would feel like i'm being selfish & cruel.

Not to show off anything here, I just wanna seek rational input from you. You're very welcome to share if you ever have the same dilemma like me and how u solve it? :)

Oman.. little update about my Little Man. Active bangat, x reti dudok diam, adorable still! hehe.

Oman is now able to walk gripping our hands no more. He is now learning how to adjust his speed. Sometimes he walks too fast and fell. When he's tired, he will stop & sit for a while x kesahla kat mana pun sesuka hati dia. haha.

The video below was recorded 2 days ago before we went back to Dadda's kampung, Sungai Long. :)

Mamam Ikan Merah Soup with potato and carrot. Sambil bersenam ke sana ke mari :)

Please ignore the bags menghiasi the video. Also, sorry sebab video vertical pulak. :p