SANGAP

Yes! Sungguhla sangap gilerrrrr di sini....

Why?

1) I'm always undergoing sleeping problem when traveling alone. Alone means without my family. Alone in this hotel room. Like just now, i woke up at 4.00am. Meeting gonna start at 9.00am. Aiya, 5 hours more. Nak tido semula dah x bleh. Asyik teringat kat Oman ngan dadda dia pulak tu. Ape nak buat ni????? Ok, blogging.

2) Facebooking, youtubing and blogging not allowed by Government ye Tuan2 dan Puan2 kat sini. . I was surprised when my colleague told me that yesterday. Ha??? Confirmla sangapkan!!. Luckily, with tm securevpn ni, boleh nak berblog. Tapi fb still xleh. Huwaa!!

3) Food poisoning since yesterday evening. Adoii.. now dah better. Last night, dalam sakit-sakit asyik pegi toilet tu, still i sempat webcaming dengan Kidd. Actually my compulsory routine when abroad, everynight akan berwebcam nak pillow2 talk ngan Oman. Last night Oman slept early, so, ngan Dadda dia je la. When i told Kidd that i had diarrhea, dia bleh cakap; "Uish.. sian Bi. Patutla nampak kurus dah". Boley x?? Menci tau!! Hahahaha

Lega sangat when semalam kidd told me that Oman dah x susah sangat nak tido. Dadda sang twinkle twinkle twinkle little star 1000x je. Je?? Hehehe. Good job Dadda! Muahhs!! Owh, miss them badly!! Dadda cakap, when Oman tercari-cari momma dia, he makes himself close to Dadda and hugs Dadda. Poor my Little Man. Sob Sob.

Okay. It's time to pump. Daaaaaaaa.... :)

My sleeping prince


Hehe. Tula, xmo duk diam. Kan dah kene jailed. :)

TO BE CONTINUED...

Hello,

Feel so long x update blog.
Banyak nak share.. nanti k (kalau rajin :p)

bits of sneek peek...

BANDUNG TRIP (16 - 19 October 2009)
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Alhamdulillah, the trip was superb!! Oman was doing very good on the plane. I'll share some tips on the guidelines when u're travelling with little baby.

MOMMAHOLIC ABROAD (Beijing, 20 - 24 October 2009)
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When the plane touched down this morning, Beijing was at 3 degree celcius. Sejuk ok!!! I am now in the Hotel room waiting for the meeting to start at noon. Ngantuk. Jap lagi nak kroh kroh jap :p

That's all actually, eh cop cop.. my last entry was about the pakcik guard yang i kagumi kan?. Here the sambungan. The next day, on the way back from dinner with Kidd and Oman, we were passed by the steel barrier and saw him Solat Isya'. Same place, khusyuk... Just before we reached there, i told my hubby; "kidd, jap lagi teman bi jumpa pakcik guard ek. I want to give him something".. the sejadah was in the house still. When we lalu sebelah Pakcik, i saw that he was performing solat on a blue sejadah. Syukur, maknanya not only me yang berniat mcm tu, dah ada yang lebih pantas. Tapi yang keciwanya, sampai je rumah, terleka dengan Oman, terus kami lupa nak pass the sejadah to him. Huhu. Apela. The next day tu dah off to Bandung. Nanti balik Beijing Nuurill pass yer Pakcik. Niat mesti diteruskan.

eh cop cop lagi...

I want to make this special.
Exclusively dedicated to a friend named Melinda. Today is her birthday.
"Happy Birthday Darling" !! :)

Sila jangan marah i. Gamba-gamba ni ade dalam handphone i. Sapa yang amik??? hahahahahaha.

Dear, may everything u dream, will come true. Moga dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki. Aamin.

KAGUM

7.15pm. Momma and Oman were on the way back home.
Oman was super duper active. Kept rolling around, trying hard to get himself out of his seat.
Momma did everything to make Oman calmed down. Sungguh bahaya Encik Little Man ni.
Singing, story-telling - GAGAL-.
Until momma suddenly remembered that Oman akan terpacak and diam when he listened to Azan on TV. So, momma pun Azan. Sungguh Oman terus duduk diam and listened to momma. He smiled. Momma was repeating Azan until we reached our housing area. Oman behaved. :) Phew. Hopefully this gonna work everytimes.

Approaching the mini guard house, momma was ready to greet the Pakcik Guard. But momma only saw his bicycle. Where was Pakcik? Momma was looking around and saw him at that corner...

On the walking path close to the steel barrier, Pakcik sedang Khusyuk bersolat. Tanpa sejadah. Pakcik sujud lama. Momma KAGUM sangat. Momma berdebar-debar. Tears were dropping. Rasa insaf. Though his 'office' doesn't have enough space for him to perform solat, Pakcik tetap solat di atas 'office' tuhan. Though serba kekurangan, Pakcik tetap khusyuk.

Momma ingat, esok momma nak bagi sehelai sejadah to Pakcik.

HARRY POTTER IS BACK!!

I reached home at 6.45 pm yesterday.
Really couldn't wait to see my 2 men.
It became even more when i knew that Oman looked for me, cried and couldn't sleep that night. According to his Nanny, "Oman nyer mata bengkak-bengkak Nuurill". Huwaaaa!!!
After 2 hours of hek-hek then play, hek-hek then play, finally he slept in his dadda's arm.
Huhu. Dadda memang the best. Rasa nak bagi award je. Kiss Kiss.

I waited for them impatiently at home. They were on their way from MakYah's house.
The moment i saw a maroon car approaching the gate, i quickly jumped and got them. Hehe.
Did i tell you that Kidd suka nyakat-nyakat i??. Noti tau!!
Momma dahla xsaba nak hold and kiss kiss Oman, but Dadda locked themselves in and refused to unlocked the door. Oman dalam tu dahla melompat-lompat dgn excitednya sambil laughing saw his momma. urgh..penyeksaan!!
Hehehehe. Dadda pulak, made his evil sengeh suka tgk i begging begging kat luar. Ciom kang!! :)

After 3 minutes (3 minutes jek :p), the car was unlocked. Hoorey!! Oman was passed to me. Merah-merah muka Little Man momma kerjakan. Hehe. Xlupa juga, i salam and kissed my husband. Syahdu! (terlembik pulak ha). Hehe.

So last night, Oman slept in my arms. Not really. Kejap-kejap kang dia turn right. Kejap-kejap kang dia turn left masuk bawah ketiak Dadda dia. Hehehe. Tapi semua itu hanya sementara. We slept at 10pm (awalkan? cause me migrain, and Dadda mcm nak demam) but he woke up back at 2.00am nak ajak play-play. Nearly 6.00am baru he slept back. Soundly. Momma and Dadda pun. Hihi.

This morning, when we woke up (9am :p momma's mc, dadda's late in to office), I saw Harry Potter next to me.

Spot the red line scar??? ish ish.. bila masa pulak dia cakar muka sendiri ni??? after that, momma quickly cut his finger nails. Agak perang saudara jugakla. hihihi.

MELT

Oman is approaching his 8th month.
2 weeks ago, he weighted 7.7 kg. His height was 73cm.
His paed cakap, "tinggi dia mcm baby 10 months, berat mcm baby 6 months"
Momma x worry, as long as he is healthy & active.
So far, his appetite sangat memuaskan. Poo-poo dia pun sangat memuaskan sama banyak mcm dia makan. Wakakaka.

As of today, Oman is at the phase of crawling introduction.
Dia akan angkat his butt tinggi-tinggi.. lepas tu crawl macam ulas beluncas.
So funny to see him practicing that all the times.
Merata-rata terkedek-kedek dia pegi.

Ish Ish Ish.. now, we couldn't let him far from our eyes. Buat masa ni momma masih bentangkan comforter 2,3 lapis kat hall. Then I walled every possible dangerous, sharp edges with pillows. Itupun sometimes he managed to climb them. Momma owes you your play yard baby!! :)

Oman also loves to ride his car. Walker actually :P. He can now move forward, reverse, sides. Panggil je "Oman"... laju je dia datang sambil sengeh-sengeh :) One more thing, Oman now pantang dah nampak ape yang near to him, esp at dining table, semua dia nak capai. Kalau meja tu ada alas saprah, pandai jek dia tarik so that thing akan sampai kat dia. Noti! :)

He is a very talkative baby. Walaupun gigi x tumbuh lagi, tapi becoknyer kemain (ada kaitan ke??) hehe. There's 1 time we went beraya to my aunt's house at Banting, he was non-stop dabedadabibedubabababadabada all the way and return. Xyahla dah kitorang listening to radio. :)

I'm writing this blog with him sleeping besides me. In few hours time, i'll make a move to Cherating. Huhu. Working trip momma will start back now. Mujur this time 2 days aje. Pun momma dah cannot sleep the whole night. Huwaaa. So sad when i imagined how Oman is going to react, selalunya petang-petang, after work, we'll tag along and he will x saba-saba nak dibf. So does when he wanted to sleep at night, he will cry for it. Huwaaaa.. we both are going to cry!! Though Oman's now has started to drink mix milk --> formula + momma's (Sob! Sob!), Oman mesti akan tercari-cari since he used to the routine. Uhuk! Semoga segalanya dipermudahkan. Aamin.
p/s: Momma, dun forget to bring along your breastpump ye!

To Kidd, Bi have to go again. Hopefully everything's going to be fine. Kerja elok-elok. Lusa kita dating ek. :)

To Dadda, nanti kita vid.call k.. skype ke. Macam biase. Sebelum Oman tido malam. Momma mana leh miss tgk muka both of you!! :)

Next confirmed, 20th - 24th Oct (Beijing), 2nd - 5th Nov (Penang)... Haih! xmo pikir.. huhu..

I'm signing off.. not packing yet..........

Whenever i see him smiling, i melt

Whenever he made hi face, i melt

Whenever i see him crying, i melt

(You're just like your Dadda. Momma is so melt!!)

HILANG

Hati ini tengah sayu.
Sayu sangat. Airmata bergenang.
Momma mengikuti berita tentang Gempa Bumi Yang melanda Sumatera Barat sejak 2 hari lepas. Setiap kali momma baca tentang mangsa tertimbus yang dijumpai mati, momma rasa sebak sangat. Malam tadi, momma tengok Berita kat TV3, momma tengok visual penyelamat membawa keluar mangsa dari runtuhan bangunan, hati mama turut runtuh.

Ratapan Minang
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PADANG: Titisan air mata darah sekalipun tidak cukup untuk menggambarkan kesedihan Suleiman Wijoyo, 46, yang kehilangan dua anak serentak apabila bangunan kelas tuisyen mereka menyembah bumi dalam kejadian gempa bumi di kota ini, petang kelmarin.

Berita sedih itu sekali gus mengembalikan nostalgia menyayatkan hati lelaki terbabit yang turut kehilangan isteri tersayang akibat tragedi sama, kira-kira dua tahun lalu.

Jenazah kedua-dua anaknya, Cahaya Putri, 10, dan Budi, 8, ditemui bersama mayat 16 pelajar lain yang tertimbus di bawah bangunan kelas tuisyen yang runtuh akibat gegaran gempa sekuat 7.9 skala Richter, pada jam 5.16 petang kelmarin (waktu Indonesia).

Suleiman yang ditemui di perkampungan Jalan Amdul Muis di sini, malam tadi, berkata dalam kejadian gempa bumi mendadak petang kelmarin, kedua-dua anaknya yang sedang menghadiri kelas tambahan di kos Gama 1 di sini, tenggelam dalam runtuhan bangunan dua tingkat itu.

Dalam kejadian 7 Mac 2007, Suleiman yang juga seorang peniaga bakso kaki lima kematian isterinya, Hernawati Amed, 37, selepas rumah mereka menyembah bumi dan menghempap wanita berkenaan yang ketika itu sedang memasak di dapur.

Menurutnya, dia yang ketika itu di gerai baksonya berasa tidak sedap hati sejurus gempa bumi menggegarkan kawasan sekitar kota Padang, menyebabkan rusuk belakang gerainya runtuh. “Gegaran kurang satu minit itu cukup kuat sehingga menyebabkan saya terhoyong-hayang sebelum terjatuh. Malah, orang ramai yang berada di sekitar saya hanya mampu menjerit sambil berlari keluar dari rumah. “Sebaik gempa bumi itu berakhir, saya yang masih dalam keadaan pening bingkas bangun dan terus berlari ke arah bangunan kelas tambahan berkenaan,” katanya.

Menurutnya, ketika itu yang terlintas di fikirannya hanyalah nasib Cahaya Putri dan Budi, yang ketika itu sedang mengikut kelas tuisyen di bangunan berkenaan bersama 39 pelajar lain. Namun, sebaik tiba di bangunan kelas tambahan rakyat itu, dia terus longlai seolah-olah tidak percaya apabila mendapati keseluruhan bangunan dua tingkat berkenaan menyembah bumi. “Ketika itu tiada langsung kedengaran suara jeritan kanak-kanak meminta tolong. Semuanya menjadi sepi seolah-olah semua pelajar di dalamnya sudah tidak lagi bernyawa. “Saya cuba menenangkan diri dan beristighfar panjang, namun ketika itu hati saya berat mengatakan kedua-dua anak saya sudah tiada harapan lagi,” katanya sebak.

Menurut Suleiman, dia bersama beberapa penduduk dan ibu bapa pelajar lain kemudian terus berusaha mengangkat batu runtuhan terbabit, namun usaha mereka sia-sia kerana hanya menggunakan kudrat tulang empat kerat saja.

“Saya hanya mampu menangis sambil meratap dan menadah tangan ke langit memohon bantuan llahi. “Dan sehingga kini (malam tadi), ramai lagi pelajar masih gagal dikeluarkan dari runtuhan konkrit itu,” katanya. Menurutnya, usaha mencari dan menyelamat semua kanak-kanak malang itu terbatas berikutan hanya satu jengkaut digunakan dengan bantuan satu generator kecil.

Momma baru baca berita ni. Ya Allah, momma xtau macamana kalau momma yang berada di tempat Suleiman. Harta-harta yang paling berharga dalam hidup Suleiman pergi dalam keadaan menyayat hati. Serius momma nangis lagi. Tuhan aja yang tahu bagaimana Suleiman akan menghadapi semua itu. mereka HILANG.

Anak-anak hilang ibu bapa, suami hilang isteri, Isteri hilang suami, ibu bapa hilang anak-anak..
Saat ini terbayang wajah dadda dan Oman. Mama dan abah. Adik-adik. sanak saudara. teman-teman. Semua....

Ya Allah, panjangkanlah umur kami.. lindungilah kami. Aamin.
Semoga roh mereka yang terkorban di Kota Padang, dicucuri rahmat. Aamin. Al-Fatihah